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Monday, November 7th, 2005
2:50 am
My first dreamblog_images THE JAPANESE MILITARY CONTRACT
Being the visual person that i am :P i have posted some images from the net that may help you in visualising my dream

Current Mood: enthralled
1:33 am
My first dream blog
Its been quite a while since i wrote something here. Its 1:05am early monday november 7th. I had gone to bed early after feeling very exhausted from lack of sleep and skipping breakfast (from getting up late). I finished a 500ml bottle of POKKA lemon 1000 (which contains 1000mg of Vit C). Now i recall my GP telling me i shouldn't be taking Vit C close to bed time...but it is my experience in the past that consuming Vit C close to sleeping time, helps in the production of vivid dreams....heres what i dre-amt between 10pm to 1250am or rather...what i can recall. 
The Japanese Military Contract.. Its dark now, apparently dusk. I find myself inside a glass elevator with the lights out (stealth mode?) but wait! music is still being pipe-in, without even looking,somehow i find the switch and turn off the volume. As the elevator rises i go up a few floors. One floor is somewhat a greenhouse plant nursery, the next floor is a huge expansive space. Much like an aircraft hangar or an expo space. There's lots of workers going about setting up what looks like a trade expo. I even can hear the distant yet clear voices of the workmen. Next thing i know i am invisible? and, i "drift" to one corner of a room (as if i was some motion-picture camera on a boom). In front of me i observe a rather stressed looking japanese executive in a grey suit. He is reporting to his boss. It seems that he is working for the japanese yakuza. I cant recall how his boss looks like though,i can only hear his voice. The grey suit guy is holding up a huge hand-held device. It looks like something out of ALIEN. Imagine a horseshoe crab shaped object, light beige in color with lots of industrial looking parts n fittings (like those space ships in STAR WARS sci-fi) . Grey suit guy reports to his boss " They have a feature that we don't have!boss. If we don't find come up with our own special feature then we may loose the sale". I realize now that that device belongs to my company. Its a stolen prototype and my company is competing for the japanese military contract. Next scene i am flying across the expo space which morphs to a vast field of sugar cane. I observe men in military garb going about an exercise.I hear the strong wind gusts. It starts to drizzle..I hear someone suggesting maybe the phone can have concealed umbrella like device? (silly). Again i become like a motion-picture camera,this time a motion-camera and i am at ankle level view behind a soldier running ahead covering himself with a poncho whilst trying to keep his rifle on an alert position. I wake up.

Current Mood: enthralled
Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005
2:29 am
I mentioned to vince that i intended to sleep by 12 a.m at the most,but you know how you can get carried away surfing the internet. Oh well so im on the bed around 1240 a.m, my Panasonic discman with the trusty Sennheiser PX100's embracing my head, joni mitchell's "BOTH SIDES NOW",a year 2000 release of jazz classics and new rendentions of her songs. Has been my constant lullaby the past few nights. A CASE OF YOU comes on.. and my heart feels heavy for awhile..mind drifts into the past..(Lyrics)

Just before our love got lost you said
"I am as constant as a northern star"
And I said, "Constant in the darkness
Where's that at?
If you want me I'll be in the bar"

On the back of a cartoon coaster
In the blue TV screen light
I drew a map of Canada
Oh Canada
And I sketched your face on it twice

Oh you are in my blood like holy wine
Oh and you taste so bitter but you taste so sweet
Oh I could drink a case of you
I could drink a case of you darling
Still I'd be on my feet
I'd still be on my feet

Oh I am a lonely painter
I live in a box of paints
I'm frightened by the devil
And I'm drawn to those ones that ain't afraid
I remember that time that you told me, you said
"Love is touching souls"
Surely you touched mine
"Cause part of you pours out of me
In these lines from time to time

Oh you are in my blood like holy wine
And you taste so bitter but you taste so sweet
Oh I could drink a case of you
I could drink a case of you darling
Still I'd be on my feet
I'd still be on my feet

I met a woman
She had a mouth like yours
She knew your life
She knew your devils and your deeds
And she said
Color "Go to him, stay with him if you can
Oh but be prepared to bleed"
Oh but you are in my blood you're my holy wine
Oh and you taste so bitter but you taste so sweet
Oh I could drink a case of you darling
Still I'd be on my feet
Still I'd be on my feet
I'd still be on my feet


why does this song have such an affect on me? well..it just reminds me of the heartaches i had in the past..you know..love sick puppy stuff..failed relationships...bad dates... I wouldnt blame you if you couldnt relate to it. Maybe im just old eh? i think one has to have had gone thru some ups and downs emotionally before he can grasp the essence of this marvellous song :)

If you've ever fallen so deeply in love with someone,and it just cannot be..you know the feeling...the person already has a lover but we cant control these things..it just happens. Or the person you deem so perfect and ideal...except at that time his heart is still tied in a knot and the moment he says "hey lets meet up i finally untied my knot"..only to hear him say that he's just keen on dating you (after you've been trying for a few months)

My friend ray introduced this song to me sometime back, except the version he played was a cover by Diana Krall. Her rendition was great, but Mitchells just carrys it off better.Found this cd in HMV. Been trying to get it since i saw the product placement in the hit romantic comedy LOVE,ACTUALLY. However then,my obsession on getting it was for another song also featured in that movie. BOTH SIDES NOW. Will leave that story to another day...i think my mind can rest now..

( I dedicate this song to all those i have loved before )

Current Mood: nostalgic
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